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I'm crying without tears And heart breaking without tear I don't know if I lost something Or if I never had it at all But the longer I go on I see the void in me That nothing has ever filled. 6 Comments -- 25/01/2011
The only reason I'm not killing myself Is because I'm a coward I'm terrified of hurting people I'm terrified of what's after death And I'm terrified that life will be liveable one day And I will have missed it. - 25/01/2011
How can I be so alone When I'm surrounded by love? The more I have, The less I have. I can't have what I want Because I don't want anything I just need for it to stop To stop being me To find someone new to be. I don't want to be me. But I've got no one else to be. Zombie 04/12/2010
S̹̮̜̱̺̈́c̹̥͑̈́̌r̟̣̦̯̝̥e̥̜̰͓̠̱a̘̲̪m͎̤̝͈͑́̍́ͫ̒̚ ̗̰͕̜̪̣͍͛̾̚o̖͍̦̍̋͐̚ǔ͚̖̘̏̉t͈̹̳̼͓̭͗̆ ̫̭̬ͭt̲̯̩̩h͈̝͓̭̱̦̜̑ͬe̘͓̜̘ͩ̂ͪ̏̽͗ ̭͗ͯͫ̉w̤̣̥̫̺ͫ͑i̫̺̙̦͕͔̓ͅn̘̝͎̺̭͇̠͑͊̿͗̓d̥̯̜̭̏̉̃o͇̫͔͔̲̼ͩͦw̜̣̗̦̃͗͑͂̇ ̘̣̙̳̰̬̖ͧ̾S͍̳͚ͬ̐́̌c̺̽̉̊r͕̫̆̄̃̾͊ͫͫe̺͕͚͈a̋̌͛̓̚̚m̤̰̣̫ͦ͗͌͆ ͔̦͚͇̲̞̬͆ͧ͊oͭ͑̆u̾̊ͨ͗̎ͧ̈́ṫ̠͚͇ͮͣͨ̉͋ ͦ̀͊̾́y̳̯̭̼̼̲̝͗̎́̄o̥̮̘̍ú̹͇͓̩̫͉͐̿ͥͨ͗r̦̠̫̂̆ͦ̾͑ ͓̻̟̝̠̓̂̾̔̒̆̄m̲̲̱̹͉ͬͩͬî̭̝̭̙̽̂ͨ̌ͥṋ͙̺͇̰̮͎ͮ͂d̙͓͓̩̜͈ͬ͛ͩͮ̿̍͑ ̱͈̦̋̎ͣ͛͑̈S̲̥̾ͨ̇͆cͮͤ́̚r̫͇̘̫̝͓̳̅̏̔̌̓ͨ͐e̲̬̺̬͇a̲̻͈̖̩m̥͇̲͇̦̂̽̇ͅ ͔̱̼o̦̩̖ͬ̓́̋̃uͦͫṯ͙̜͌̽̃ͅ ̱̰̻͐̑̾ý͇͈͖̰̤̠̘̄̐́o͇͈̯̙̺̫̳̔u͉͖̮͔̟̼͌̑̋́͊ͅr̖ͦ̒̔ͧ ̺̼ͣ͐ě̟̮̭̥͙̞ỵ̖͖͙̗̙̍̏e̲͎̦̯̲ͦs̗̗͎̪͎̜͉̑ ̺̱̭̗̆S͖̹͎͂̾̔c̫ͫ͆̋r͆ͤ̆ͮé̤͍̻̟̃ͤ̒͂̓ͤa̺̥̱͔̟̙m̝̻̗̦̲̫̟̾̓̆̈̅̓̍ ̩͇͎̼͇̞͚̽͆o̽̂̊̂u̼͚t ̺̘̬͚̻͗ͦ̽̌̍̌ͅlo̘̣̺̮͚͂ͭǔ̗͓̔͋̊ͭd͈̹͖̊ͬͩ̈́ ̖͉́ͤͦS̮͇̫͇̱̭ͩ̈ͧͤ͊ͪc̦ͥ͐͐͊r̤̞̻̟̮̠̹e̝̋̅ͬ̊a̭̯̟̱̟͇͛ḿ̝ͥ ̈̄̚t̺̰͇̟̼̉̉h͓̮͂ͣ̿̅̂ͅȁ̂̔ͨͮ͋̂t̟͈̫͍͕͕̥ ͔̲̘͖̻̖y̼͉͎̬̮̏̂o̤̲͇͔̫͆u̪̻̥͕̳'̺̘̠̼̺͖͐r̳̯̯̻̹̔ͦͥe̝ͧ ̤͚̈̽̇̏̾ͫd͈͇ͤ̎e̟͒̂̊͂̃ͣa̽ͨ̿͊͒̐̋d̠͕̩̙̣̯̝̋ Selfish death 24/10/2010
Once you've died, you should have no right whatsoever to your body. It should belong to the government for medical testing, organ donation, cadavers for students or food for animals. There is no logical reason for wasting a good body by burying or burning it. If your family wants a service, they can have one without your body being there. A human body contains so many organs and tissues that can save lives. Failing that, it contains a huge amount of data for research and for medical students to use to properly be educated. I cannot think of a single rational reason for a body to be buried unless it is highly radioactive, and has to be put in a lead lined container for public safety. Please, make it known to your next of kin that having your body stuffed in a box or set fire to is no way to go, it is insulting - imagine if your body could go on to save lives after you'd died. Wouldn't that be the most valuable way to go? For my thoughts on Organ Donation, click here Blitzkrieg 06/10/2010
I asked for the right to vote I asked for the right to speak The right to ask and do and feel The right to be who I have to be You gave me the right to kill The right to decide and take away I have the rights to speak my name But not be who I am today My mind is not for you to read My body is mine to keep I have lost the right to be alone in my house But never to stand in the street I will take my pride and march With the last liberty left to see Take away my private life But you can’t take my freedom from me I have no right to be here, they say To stand on the Castle Grounds But I paid for the turf I tread on I am more than what I am allowed I don't vote 01/10/2010
I don’t vote because I don’t care I don’t vote because it doesn’t change anything I don’t vote because I don’t like anyone I don’t vote in protest I don’t vote because my party can’t win I don’t vote because one vote doesn’t matter I don’t vote because I don’t want to register I don’t vote because I don’t want to change anything I don’t vote because I don’t want my rights I don’t vote because I will never complain I don’t vote because the last thing we need Is for democracy To get its voice back Bitter orange 29/09/2010
The day won't go great You won't win the lottery You're not going to meet the person of your dreams You might break a nail Hit your head Or drink spoiled milk You'll probably screw up a million little things But it's not about the little things Because you've got another day to be you And you're a wonderful person And nothing that happens to you can stop that So while the rest of us have our bad days Remember that yours is better Because yours is spent all day with you Poem #5 11/09/2010
I might kiss you tonight I might hold you tomorrow I might take you in my arms And run with you forever You're an angel and hold me together You're a flower and keep me smiling You're the greatest person I've ever met You're my sun, my moon, my diamond Never stop being you Never stop yourself from laughing Never stop keeping my world spinning Forever be my darling Sin-eater 22/08/2010
I'm cutting my wrists to feed you I overdosed to keep you calm I hung myself to hold you up I've put your needle in my arm I never want to stop Being a pillar and a heart But keeping the world together Is tearing me apart I'd save you every time But I need saving too |
